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Gerskey
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Gerskey
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: Last Year
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Hello community, You know that you all mean the world to me through this forum, it's just seems of late, bad news here with me. I am honestly trying to pull myself together and also keep my family together, as with such things others can drive a knife into things. I cry tears as I write this, a heart can be broken through lost, and I don't know honestly if my heart is strong enough to cope. My Brother who I lost at Easter was my best friend who I confided in and him, with me, my friends sad to say , are my family, that I grew up with. I have 1 friend from outside my family whom I love dearly for 30 years and that's only 1, the rest are family. I hope I make sense because tears are blinding me as I type, sorry all xx Gerard
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planetstardragon
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planetstardragon
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: 2 Weeks Ago
Posts: 11.5K,
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Please don't apologize, we all care and are not only honored by your trust and confidence in us, but we want to be here for you. We've all been through hard times, I lost my mother and father a few years apart, my father died on the anniversary of my mothers death, which was just a few days after my birthday, I haven't celebrated my birthday since. The one major lesson I learned from that, was to stay focused, and keep my mind busy doing positive things. - I wish I knew this back then.
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bluemidget666
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bluemidget666
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: 8 Years Ago
Posts: 3.5K,
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@GerSkey In 1999 I lost my girlfriend to cancer , it destroyed me I became a alcoholic destroyed all the relationships around me honestly I was a self destructive mess. I thought I would never recover from it. I became suicidal and was eventually sectioned under the mental health act. 15 years later I have a family and love around me, everything I have around me today is because some how I found strength from knowing the girl I lost. She lives on with me, I changed my out look on life based on what she tought me. every time i am nice to some one that I do not really want to be nice to is because of her. My grandson has a better grandfather because of her in time when the pain stops and becomes memories of love you will understand he his still with you and will guide every thing you do. P.S her name was MIM
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justaviking
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justaviking
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: Last Month
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@Gerard, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. You have my most sincere sympathy. You are now your father's legacy, so you need to take care of yourself. Grieve, cry, and eventually laugh again.
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theschemer
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theschemer
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Last Active: Last Year
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Gerskey, I am sorry to hear of the passing of your father. I felt so helpless when my father passed away in the hospital a few years ago. Hang in there, time does a pretty good job of making the pain subside. TS
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So very sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. God Bless
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dwacon
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dwacon
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: 5 Years Ago
Posts: 352,
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I have been there. My condolences. May God rest his soul.
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animagic
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animagic
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: 7 hours ago
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Gerald, so sorry to hear about your loss. I lost my father almost twenty years ago and he was a great presence in my life. I was angry and sad at first. After grieving though, I can now look back and enjoy the many good memories. I hope you will come to that point as well.
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Gerskey
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Gerskey
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: Last Year
Posts: 490,
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Hi community, Honestly, with hand on heart, thank you all. To me, your comments regarding the lost of my Dad this week and my Brother John six months ago, these, within me, the comments xox's all. mean the world to me. Thank you for not giving up on me xox. Peace Gerard xxx.
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Grimhilda
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Grimhilda
Posted 10 Years Ago
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Group: Forum Members
Last Active: 2 days ago
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Apologies, I managed to double-post, not realizing that there was a new page.
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